spinning around perilious oblivions ;
Friday, December 15, 2006 @ 5:17 PM
22nd nov
the last time i saw you and heard your voice. i'm sorry i just left like that, should have sort things out with you calmly instead of leaving just like that. i'll never forget this day when i hated you for the first time.
1st dec
i msged you something but i never thought that u still loathe me that much. perhaps u'll never wanna talk to me anymore.
8th dec
confirmed everything, msged u again. still no replies, sighs. it's really over for us, no more friends anymore.
10th dec
happy birthday to you. though i'm not the one celebrating with u. i guess u must have a girl more worthy of u to stay beside u. enjoy your birthday, i miss you.
14th dec
i lost the mickey mouse on the key chain u gave me on my birthday. it feels like a part of you waving goodbye to me. i searched frantically for it, but i still couldn't find it back. it's just like the way you and me are now. i know that i can't force u to be right back with me, so i'll treasure the remaining parts of the keychain just like how i'm treasuring what's left of us. it's almost nothing but it means everything to me. your photos and your gifts, i kept only them. i don't usually keep gifts that other people properly, but you are the first one that make me do so. maybe only until today, i will learn to treasure u. i love you. sighs
i so wanna hug u now. but u wouldn't even talk to me now. i think u hate me already.
30th april 2006
the date i started to love you. i still do so i'll never forget that very day when everything happened just like that.
9th june
i'm sorry i let u down. i shouldn't let other people shake my love for u. i regret taking this step, i didn't know what's good for me. hope that you'll forgive me for the way i've hurt you.
15th dec
i still love you. and will always do until the day u tell me that u don't love me anymore. waiting and waiting. so tired and cold in the rain.
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